Sumaira McCloud

Is it just me, or do others also get annoyed after a certain amount of time when they notice that with the people in their life it is upon you alone to call, text, ask to hangout, invite places ect? Is it just me, or do you guys also feel like starting over sometimes in a small town with a coffee shop job, working and being happy with little to none? Is it just me, or do you sometimes dream of changing your whole outer appearance to just be out of your own comfort zone? They say true living happens when you step outside your comfort. Is it just me, or do you expect people you call friends to check up on you from time to time just to do so? No reason, no need of something that will benefit them, but just a call or text to say "Hey, how are you?" And waiting upon a real answer versus just a "fine, you?" type deal. Is it just me, or do you feel the hours and money you are putting into school may not actually pay off? Ever consider that you perhaps won't be

I've posted a few videos and a blog or two on my recent lifestyle change and accomplishments. I decided to finally put some time into this blog, and share some of my techniques and frequently asked questions! I hope this can maybe inspire someone else, who once like me thought they could never lose weight or get their ideal body. I began my journey on January 30, 2013. My desire to be healthier and lose weight didn't start there, however. All my life I remember being the "bigger" friend in most of my crowds. Whether I was truly large as a person didn't matter. In comparison, I always stood out . Over the years being 5'8'' I always managed to stay between 150 pounds and slowly gain until one day I reached 206 pounds. At first, I was in denial. I truly believed that others "didn't see it", simply because I felt I dressed well enough to "hide" my body, and I often took photo's of myself that complimented me (or so I thou

The reason many do not know that someone is an abuser is because there is no tag worn when someone has a personality to be abusive. The woman or man in a relationship being abused are typically the only ones at first who witness it, until they reach out and finally tell their friends or family.  So, as a stranger, how do you know? Do you know? Will you ever know? The man or woman in a nice outfit with that bright smile who gets their non-fat grande latte every morning you wave at could very well be a man or woman who is suffering on the inside, having anger problems, and is unable to have the confidence or courage to reach out for help. They are the abuser. Everyone knows him or her as a popular, loveable, handsome/beautiful, rich, outgoing and basically quote on quote, perfect. When and if you ever witness a small sign of someone having an anger issue, do not take it lightly. Yelling and easily frustrated are the top two signs of someone who has an abusive/unstable personali

Why did you do it? Was it worth it? You not only hurt me, you hurt my future. I am never going to be the same. What about me was so tempting that you had to fuck it? I was only ten. I was innocent. I am innocent. But you tried to take that away. You wanted power? You felt like you got it. Guess what? You dont have power. You have the opposite. You claim you couldnt control yourself. That's weakness. Everyone knows that. Being in control means being able to say NO to your disgusting self. Youre below an animal. Was it my blond hair? Is that what youre attracted to? Or was it the way my face got red after I ran from the mailbox back into the kitchen? Did you want to be up close and personal? Did you need to feel alive? You know most people just get tattoos. But not you, you'd rather ink my privates with your own God given needle. Your huge, filthy, undeserving needle. I hate what you did. I hate that God allowed it to happen. If there is a God, why would He allow pain and suffe