Sumaira McCloud

I don't know where to start. A lot has changed in this past month. Some for the better, others not so much. But either way I am making it work. This keyboard is already pissing me off, though. stupid Dell computers. I'm at school, not for actual class today, but for career counseling. I need direction. I don't know what I want to do with myself career wise. I love psychology, people, helping people, writing, and teaching. Sounds easy to narrow it down, huh? No. I don't know what I love enough to do every.single.day. I want to be happy with the job I make my career. That's me, the white girl, with the counselor, except she's white at my school, and a lady. I'm sort of nervous to see what this lady suggests for me, after evaluating my interests. Who is to say she's even gonna help? I'll have to wait and see. It's only 1:03 PM right now and my appointment isn't until 3:30 PM. I came early to do paperwork for financial aid, only to

Friends , siblings , co-workers, romantic partners , parents , neighbors , in-laws there's just so many relationships. I wanted to write about relationships, because it's not so much the actual friendship that may give someone trouble. It's the after effect of when two people split ways, and you met someone through someone else's relationship. I'll give many examples. And yes this blog does pertain to romantic relationships. hehehe. So, the most common. Romantical. Is that even a word? I'm going to make it one. When you meet someone through a person you already know, it's great. You bond, you form your own friendship in a way. Sometimes you even start to the love person genuinely for who they are, after all that time you spend together, and you see why your original friend loves this person, too. But then the awful break-up comes.... What do you do from here? You're now stuck in this awkward situation. Do you remain in touch? Do you still

I read this insane article last week that I've been meaning to blog about, but had no time. Listen to this! A woman had a baby in a toilet and didn't even know she was pregnant....! What the HELL? I can't believe that, I won't believe that. She had to have pushed (ew) and how could you not flush? You must have seen the child. And then leaving the poor baby in toilet? :( So sad. I have the article if anyone wants to cry On better note, I want to talk about adoption. I really would love to adopt a child once I'm financially stable/have my own home. I know I have a lot of love to give and many children out there need it. I think I'd prefer to have a little Pakistani girl. I hope that isn't bad, to prefer one race or something over another, I just really want a little girl. Asian and black would be my next preferences. :) this is me when I was three or four, I can't remember. That's my brother behind me :) I was so cute. lol.

Feels like the older we get, the more complicated birthdays become. When we're younger our parents plan stuff and drive us to dinner and it's set to go. You show up, get presents, smile, and eat lots of cake! I'm way past this age, obviously, but now I have issues every year planning. What date? (When will majority friends be able to attend? Day of? Weekend after?) What to do? How to separate people who are no longer friends? Who to invite? Just the close circle of family and friends or every person you adore (and possibly who will gift you) ? Separate family day with friend day? Or no? What the hell do I wear? Do I wanna dress fancy shamncy and pretty or just play it cool with jeans and heels? Do I want to stay in town or go Orlando/Daytona? (This would illuminate many people) How much money will I have by March 3rd anyway? ( BIRTH DATE ) Wish I could just wave a wand and everyone was able to just get along, attend, and buy me presents. Goo