Birthdays = Emotions

Tomorrow is March 3rd, 2015.

Tomorrow I turn 26.

TWENTY SIX.

There are so many emotions that will come with this birthday.

Firstly, I'm proud of myself. I will soon be a graduate with a bachelor's degree and if anyone knows me, then its understood how much I deeply hate school and tests and grades. I love sitting in a class and learning- but school itself has never been an easy place for me. I also am proud to admit that my entire BS degree I maintained a 3.5 GPA.

Secondly, I'm proud that I know who I am, what I want, what I don't want, who my real friends are and will be.

Thirdly, I am no longer afraid to remove anyone out of my life. Whether it be a job, old friend, acquaintance, family member, what ever it may be that brings me stress, unhappiness, or bad feelings I will remove it or them. I cannot expect anyone else to stand up for me therefore I must do it myself.

Finally, this year will bring lots of new chapters. I will be married by September. That alone will start a whole new life for me.

So excited to see what 26 will bring. I am not afraid of getting close to 30 because I vow to never, ever, grow up. I simply know how to adapt to each environment. Long live humor.



-ssr

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