Sumaira McCloud

I had $367,900.00. Maaan. -ssr

I am so sick of crying. I hate feeling helpless and I hate being in pain.  When someone is crying and you ask, "hey what's wrong?" Normally, you expect an answer that gives something of an explanation as to why this person is crying. Humans are curious and want to know what causes things to happen.  When I cry and someone asks me what's wrong, I answer, "my lower back hurts again"  This may not sound like a reasonable explanation to someone who has never experienced lower back pain. Those words could easily to the unknowing person sound like "my stomach hurts" "my hand is cramping" things that are taken as common and fixable.  Well, allow me to give you some insight as to what the words "my lower back hurts again" really means, from my experience.  My back pain all started on Mother's Day 2013. I woke up excited to go fishing with my boyfriend and his family. I jumped out of bed, peed, and went to brush m

are such shit. Waste of time. Distractions from my own focus.  They love to do with you when it benefits them. Convenient timing. On their watch. Ooooooooooookay. Screw relying on anyone, for anything.  -ssr 

Somebody wise once told me to not get too personal with others. I finally understand what this meant. Thank you. -ssr